years later

REVENANT TATTOO

2007-10-27T01:42:01Z

i finally started tattooing, i was an apprentice for a long time, if you want to set up an appointment for a tattoo or want to see my work first go to www.myspace.com/andyrevenant and add me. Thanks <3 ANDY

12:20 PM 8/16

2007-08-17T03:16:37Z

i was on the 405N this morning and a green car in front of me was slowing down, so i started slowing down and then it stopped hard out of no where. i pressed harder on my brakes and it wasnt stopping fast enough so i had to slam on them to aviod hitting it. My car spun out of control to the right going in a circle 2 lanes over in the middle on the freeway. A white van slammed into the front of my car and spun me all the way around to the lane i was in forcing me to almost hit a truck but i slammed on my brakes again and avioded it. a couple people got out of their cars to come help me and all the other cars swerved around to not get in more accidents. my car that i just finally got 2 months ago after getting my liscense suspended and paying of all my fines to the court and searching for the perfect car, is completely totaled.
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i wrote that this afternoon i was very fustrated/shooken up/angry/depressed. but ill get over it like everything else, everything happens for a reason and ill eventually find a new car i can find a way to pay for one day. the good thing is i didnt get hurt. i didnt even have airbags in that car.
so im okay. :) just one more annoying moment of life.

mystarfadedaway @ 2007-08-14T22:27:00

2007-08-15T05:29:38Z

making myself better and better, but i gotta remember who i am along the way

mystarfadedaway @ 2007-08-10T17:34:00

2007-08-11T00:34:29Z

sorting through past and present

mystarfadedaway @ 2007-08-10T12:58:00

2007-08-10T20:00:38Z

havent been on here in forever. but i think i will be writing much more now. starting...later.

mystarfadedaway @ 2005-10-09T19:38:00

2005-10-10T02:40:48Z

illusion never changed into something real

mystarfadedaway @ 2005-10-04T23:40:00

2005-10-05T06:38:12Z

change of heart

mystarfadedaway @ 2005-10-02T01:25:00

2005-10-02T08:33:05Z

when you try your best but you dont succeed
when you get what you want but not what you need
when you feel so tired but you cant sleep
stuck in reverse
and tears come streaming down your face
when you lose something you cant replace
when you love someone but it goes to waste
could it be worse?

and high up above or down below
when you too in love to let it go
but if you never try youll never know

tears stream down your face
when you lose something you cannot replace
tears stream down your face
and i....
tears stream down you face
i promise you i will learn from my mistakes
tears stream down your face
and i...

lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
and i will try to fix you

mystarfadedaway @ 2005-07-15T20:29:00

2005-07-16T03:30:58Z

finally alive inside again

i havent been happier since

mystarfadedaway @ 2005-04-24T22:08:00

2005-04-25T05:08:37Z

wonderful birthday weekend.

mystarfadedaway @ 2005-03-19T11:45:00

2005-03-19T19:46:07Z

yesterday was one of the best days of my life.

no lies.
just love.

mystarfadedaway @ 2005-03-06T20:47:00

2005-03-07T04:47:52Z

i am walking backwards further and further.
only because ive been there before...

The trees cultivated in such an area

2005-03-04T02:16:47Z

you told me the color white could amaze me
and i doubted you
so in late june
we visited your grandmother's orchard.
i will never doubt you again
a tornado of white beauty dancing around us
and whispering in our ears
the song whistled through the grass
and when the sun fell through the ground
the song boomed in my head
it was the loudest sound i have ever heard
...that song was you.

written 3-3-05

at the end of the road, and the shore of the ocean

2005-02-28T03:38:27Z

i have been making a lot of decisions and changes
and i know they are right
but they are hard
im glad i have so many people to help me out with them
i love my true friends
they are always there

always always always

mystarfadedaway @ 2005-02-27T01:39:00

2005-02-27T09:40:35Z

todayssuckstodayssuckstodayssucks
thatsokaythough
goodnighttotheveryfewpeopleistillcareabout
sleepwell

mystarfadedaway @ 2005-02-11T16:23:00

2005-02-12T00:24:13Z

iamyourARIENETTE: my horoscope
iamyourARIENETTE: Overview:
On the surface, you may seem to be your usual calm, cool, collected self, but there's definitely something on your mind. Something that may bother you enough to actually cause a ripple on that ordinarily stoic surface
Taintedadoration: are you ok
iamyourARIENETTE: i guess not!
Taintedadoration: haha

mystarfadedaway @ 2005-02-11T14:58:00

2005-02-11T22:58:13Z

waiting for a package...

this describes perfectly what i was talking about yesterday

2005-02-10T03:23:40Z

You know I will call you eventually
When I wanna talk
Till then you're invisible
Cause there's this switch that gets hit
And it all stops making sense
And in the middle of drinks
Maybe the fifth or the sixth
I'm completely alone
At a table of friends
I feel nothing for them.
I feel nothing.
Nothing.

mystarfadedaway @ 2005-02-09T19:12:00

2005-02-10T03:13:18Z

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andy

mystarfadedaway @ 2005-02-08T21:18:00

2005-02-09T05:29:02Z

i dont know how some days things seem so stable and your sure of everything
and the next you feel so confused and you can feel so unsure about everything

i dont know whats going on today

i hope everything comes back to me tomorrow

but, then i think, if it was real it wouldnt have left...

i am fucking retarded

discard this message
throw this bottle back into the ocean
rip this page from the history book
smash all the street signs
erase all the maps
forget my name
forget my face

hot

2005-02-03T04:20:54Z

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mystarfadedaway @ 2005-02-02T20:15:00

2005-02-03T04:16:08Z

i can't wait until the day i can get out of this house
and away from the people in it

mystarfadedaway @ 2005-01-26T18:48:00

2005-01-27T02:49:41Z

check out this artist
http://www.aaronkratenart.com/

mystarfadedaway @ 2005-01-26T15:59:00

2005-01-26T23:59:29Z

And each morning she wakes
With a dream to describe
Something lovely that bloomed
In her beautiful mind
I say I'll trade you one
For two nightmares of mine
I have some where I die
I have some where we all die

I'm thinking of quitting drinking again
I know I've said that a couple times
And I'm always changing my mind
Well I guess I am

But there's this burn in my stomach
And there's this pain in my side
And when I kneel at the toilet
And the morning's clean light
Pours in through the window
Sometimes I pray I don't die
I'm a goddamn hypocrite

mystarfadedaway @ 2005-01-26T13:51:00

2005-01-26T21:54:11Z

if everything goes as planned i will be attending the Rhode Island School of Design.

http://www.risd.edu/